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2021 was hands down the worst year of my life mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My Goddaughter died unexpectedly in August and since then my world has been shattered. I wasn’t a birthday and Christmas gift Godmommy, I spent time with her every week and some weeks every day.
I don’t know what hurts more, the shock of what happened or the ache of what never will. I want to wish everyone a happy, blessed, prosperous and whatever else new year but I don’t know how to with such a broken heart.
How can I make plans, set goals etc. When anyone can die at any moment?
My 2022 started with my Kenzie Kenzie on my mind and she will always be there and in my heart. I guess that was her way of saying “I’m with you aunty Lee” I miss her so much and I thought about her every day since. Love you baby girl